Make a wish (short fanfic)
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YOU'RE READING THIS FROM MAKOTO'S THOUGHTS.
There has been 1 month since the accident, and I haven't seen Haruka since then. Ofcorse I felt bad for not being there with him, but the thought that all of this was my fault, and that Haruka may never be able to swim again, made me feel like I should stay away. He had called me several times, but I just ignored It, went to my bed, and cried for hours. What I had done, was unforgivable. It was me who got jealous, and I couldn't control my feelings anymore. I pushed him down from the cliff, ofcorse I didn't intend to push that hard.. I just didn't want him to hold me, when I knew, Rin was the one he liked more.. I've always been there for Haru, everytime he cried, everytime he felt lonely, I've been there for him, but not now.. Now when he needed me the most.
I looked up at his house, trying to gather the courage to visit him, but I couldn't. I were just about to give up and go home, as I remembered. I still haven't given him his birthday present. It's today after all, and we used to always spend the night together on eachothers birthday's.. I picked up the smal gift from my back-pocket. I can't go back home, I have to give this to him..
I took a deep breath as I turned back, and started walking up to Haru's house. It wasn't to late to tell him, how I truly felt.. I wasn't sure If he really liked Rin, that's just what my jealousy had told me. I've always been jealous of them, they had something me and Haru never had, something beyond friendship.. But I wouldn't let that stop me. I knew Haru would want me to come, just the thought of him spending his birthday alone broke my heart.
The door was unlocked, so I yet again, took a deep breath before slowly opening the door to Haru's house. He's been living here alone for a long time, and I knew, that he hated to be alone, and maybe, just maybe.. I could be the one, who could put a stop to his lonliness. The hallway was dark, but I could see light coming from his living room, and the door to his backyard was open. Ofcorse, we would always sit on his balcony by his backyard and lit up lanterns in balloons and let them fly away on his birthday.. He really loved doing that, and that's why we've been doing that every year. Also, after we let them go, we made 1 wish each, but we weren't supposed to tell eachother what we wished for until this year, so today, I was going to tell him what my wish were, with this smal gift.
I entered the living room as my heart were beating faster and faster, I could see him sit on his wheelchair, holding something in his hand, maybe he knew I would come..? M-Maybe.. I stopped myself.
My heart stopped.
I could feel It break.
I dropped the ring and the note to the floor.
He wasn't alone.
Rin were there too.
And I could feel my eyes tear up, as I watched, the love of my life, give away his first kiss, and a ring, to another man.
My eyesight got blurry, as I ran away from Haruka's life, to never return again.
The note Makoto dropped said:
''Haruka, I've seen your loneliness and your sadness, which we both share. Because when you're down, I'm down, It's like we're connected, destined to be.. And I know, I just know, that you've been waiting for me, and that you feel the same way. So that's why, I today will tell you my wish from last year, that I've been holding hidden in my heart, and belived would come true.. I ask you, Haruka, the love of my life, will you marry me, and even share happiness together as husbands? ♥ Sincerely, your best friend and hopefully future husband, Makoto.''
''Goodbye forever, Haru.''
WÄÄÄÄ, okej jag vet att jag suger på att skriva, men detta var bara en liten quick grej jag kom på i farten.. And I don't know about you, but this maked me really sad..
Haru x Makoto är mitt OTP (One true pairing) och eftersom att jag älskar Makoto med hela mitt hjärta, gör tanken att han skulle få sitt hjärta krossat så oooont.. Kan ju skriva såhär eftersom att jag inte kan klämma in det i själva texten att Haru hade också känslor för Makoto, och han hade försökt att få kontakt med Makoto, men eftersom att smärtan Makoto kände över det han hade gjort mot Haru satte honom i en djup depression, kände han att han inte förtjänade Haru's förlåtelse eller ens uppmärksamhet. Dock samlade Makoto mod som sagt i texten för att ändå besöka Haru och berätta hur han verkligen kände, men då hade Haru intalat sig själv att Makoto hatade honom, så genom att desperat försöka komma över sina känslor för Makoto bestämde sig Haru för att lägga över sin önskan på Rin. (Haru hade också önskat att få gifta sig med Makoto) Då Rin hade känslor för Haruka och hade tagit hand om honom när Makoto inte var där.. 
Men jag blev rätt nöjd.
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